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Dear Future Girlfriend, I hope we get the opportunity to live with each other one day. You’ve already became a part of my daily life. Wouldn’t it be great to actually wake up to one another? Every morning, you would find me either cuddling up with you, dead asleep in an entirely strange position on the other side of the bed or like most boyfriends, knocked out, pushed down on the ground. Nevertheless, we’ll be in the same room, no parents around, no friends to ruin the moment; just you and me. I’ll stay in bed until you wake up, alright? When you wake up, you’ll hear my stinky breathe tell you good morning and a kiss to start our day. After laying in bed awake for a good five minutes, we’ll go brush our teeth together. When we’re done, you and I can go make breakfast and then off to work we go. When we come home from work, dinner will be prepared and we can eat alone in peace and quiet. We can tell each other what we did at work. You can vent to me about how stupid your co-workers are and I’ll tell you about how uncooperative the clients were. We’ll finish dinner, take a shower and then jump into bed and watch a couple of TV shows or movies. When the time comes, you’ll knock out in my arms, knowing that I’m here to protect you. I’ll fall asleep, knowing that I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else but here in this bed with you.
Sounds relaxing, right?
Lets make it happen,
Your Future Boyfriend

Do you have that person that lightens up your mood, no matter what’s going on around you? I do, and that person’s you. You never fail to make me smile. Whether you’re trying to be cute or not, I’ll find you the most absolute adorable person in the room. When I’m having a rainy day or my life starts to go downhill, you’re there to catch me and keep a smile on my face. You keep me sane. I don’t know if it’s because I like you or not; your ability to make me happier is natural. The connection I feel between you and me is natural. It’s effortless. You don’t even have to try. As long as you’re here with me, I’ll be more than fine.
You make my day.

Dear Future Girlfriend, I know it sounds a bit cliché but I really want to take you out on a Disney date one day. Hand in hand, side by side, just you and me. We could start in Downtown Disney and I’ll buy us Mickey & Minnie ears so we could resemble Disney’s sweethearts. I’ll hold your hand and walk you down Main Street and let all the bystanders know that you’re mine. We could take the Monorail to my favorite spot, the New Orleans Square, and take a trip over the Rivers of America. I’ll take you to the highest floor on the Mark Twain Riverboat. There, I’ll hum a tune to your favorite song, or even better, our song, while we stand over the river. You’ll lean back onto my body as I hold you by your waist. We can just enjoy this moment until the boat docks. Once we get off, I’ll pick you up and give you a piggy back ride all the way to the Big Thunder Mt. Railroad. Surely, there’s going to be a long line, but it’s okay. As long as I’m waiting with you, I wouldn’t mind being patient. When the time comes, and it’s our turn to get strapped in, I’ll get ready to pick a laugh at you. You’ll probably be screaming your guts out, and I’m just going to sit there and laugh my butt off. After hours and hours of back to back rides, the sun will start to fall, lights will begin to dim and slowly, the park’s lamps will light up. As the California air breezes by and you begin to shiver, I’ll be a gentleman and let you wear my jacket. I’ll wrap my arm around you and we’ll walk to one of the most romantic places to eat in the world. I’ll take you to the Napa Rose in the Grand Californian. “Table for two?” is all you’ll hear before I pull out your seat. It’s just you and me, just like it’s been the entire date so far. We can have hot chocolate while we tell each other stories of our childhood. We can talk about anything. When it’s time to eat, I’ll let you order whatever you want on the menu. But, I’m going to ask for Veal Filet with the Apricot Chutney. With that dish, I’ll be able to cut and feed you. Oh and I promise, you can order whatever. It’s on me! After we’re done eating and we’ve gone through dessert, I’ll take you outside to a bench somewhere in front of the park. I’ll sit down with you, and get real close so we can be nice and toasty in the coldness of the air. Then, I’ll admire you and look at you in the eyes. I’ll tell you all the reasons I wake up for you. I’ll let you know every bit of what you mean to me. I’ll make sure I get down on one knee and tell you why you should be in my life from this moment and onto forever. I’ll take out this little box that I spent so many days, weeks, and months working to afford. I’ll open up the case, your eyes will look down on me, and I’ll ask you these five faithful words, “Babe, will you marry me?” Hopefully, you say yes. Once you do, I’ll slide the ring onto your finger, get up, and slowly lean into your kiss. With that being said, this will forever be my idea of a perfect date. Then again, anywhere with you would probably be more than lovely.
Love,
Your Future Boyfriend

Will you still love me in the morning or am I just another stranger you let in for the night? Would you love me in the morning if I said that you’re worth it all, the chase, the hurt, the fight? Did you really meant what you said to me or did you tell the last one those same words? Do I really mean anything to you or am I just another fool? I can’t keep doing this. I’m too used to this feeling. This feeling of insecurity, confusion and overall lost. Do I mean as much as you do to me? Am I even worth your time as precious as you are to mine? Am I just another person you talk to when there’s no one else or are you talking to me because it feels right? Are you going to play with my heart, mess with my head and lead me on or are you going to stay? Because honestly, I’d die if I ever saw you walk away.

I used to be really fond of making promises with others. But over the years, as we grew up, promises made with me became so fragile, so easy to forget and break. ‘Forever and always’ doesn’t live up to its definition anymore. People promise to stay, to be by my side, no matter what, but where are they now? Where are you now? You promised to love me forever and that nothing would ever get in between us. That is until you got bored and found someone better. Don’t make promises with me. It’ll only keep me expecting something that will most likely never happen. I get my hopes up real high just to get disappointed. I hate promises so much now. I’m always the only one that lives up to them. Promises? More like empty, meaningless vows.

“I can’t believe this.”
I thought things were going according to plan. I thought everything was beginning to fall into its place. Everything was beginning to feel right. But like the last, it happened once more. This time, someone different left, you left, and again, another part of me walked along with you. It was so sudden.. One day, things were going perfectly fine and the next, my world drops and shatters all across the pavement. I can’t believe I fell for your lies. Infatuation, I guess. I guess it was just infatuation for you, but it felt like love to me. I fell head over heels for you and you didn’t even have the decency to catch me and never let me go. Instead, you played me for a fool. You caught me, told me everything was going to be okay, turned your back on me and let me fall helplessly in love. Not knowing that you didn’t feel the same way, I chased. It was all just illusion. The feelings, everything, it was only temporary. It’s always temporary. Nothing great ever stays for the long run. That’s why at the end of the day, loneliness became my best friend. I have to admit, your goodbye was more than perfect. You left me without a word and my heart was broken into perfect pieces. I just can’t believe I stayed this long and for what, nothing.

Will you still love me in the morning or am I just another stranger you let in for the night? Would you love me in the morning if I said that you’re worth it all, the chase, the hurt, the fight? Did you really meant what you said to me or did you tell the last one those same words? Do I really mean anything to you or am I just another fool? I can’t keep doing this. I’m too used to this feeling. This feeling of insecurity, confusion and overall lost. Do I mean as much as you do to me? Am I even worth your time as precious as you are to mine? Am I just another person you talk to when there’s no one else or are you talking to me because it feels right? Are you going to play with my heart, mess with my head and lead me on or are you going to stay? Because honestly, I’d die if I ever saw you walk away.